i'm having kind of a bad day today. really it all started last night. i found some old pictures and little items and stuff that reminded me of a few things that i didnt really want to be reminded of. it made me kinda sad. i wrote a little story because of it. it was 4 pages long, but i wrote it on small paper in small print so it prolly seems longer than it is. once i read through it, i couldnt really believe i wrote it. i didnt know i had some of that stuff in me. i guess we can all surprise ourselves at times. i didnt get much sleep last night either, so i think it added to todays madness.

mom was driving me a little insane today, something at school seemed a little off for some reason.. kinda like there was some small change that i couldnt put my finger on but it was bothering me, and i talked to at least 4 other people that were having a crappy day, so since i was concerned about my friends it added to my own yucky feeling. oh well, hopefully tomorrow will be better :o)