when you hear stories about broken dreams and unsure minds that relate to you in some way, they can really make you feel down. i somehow feel responsible for the saddness of others, simply because i am involved in what has made them unhappy. i could go on and on about what is making me feel this way, but i only wish to say one thing before moving on to a happier subject.
life won't always give you what you want. yeah it sucks, but just push through it. it'll be worth it in the end. you'll end up right where you need to be when things clear up. don't let it get you down, and don't bring others down because things aren't going your way. you are better than that. know you are. prove you are. be proud that you are unique, and show the world what makes you happy by expressing yourself as best you can. be strong. there are always others who will help you along the way. believe.

i didn't do much today. i went to the library with andrew, and afterwards we went back to his house. i sat in his room while he practiced his trumpet. later we played video games. that about covers my day. don't get me wrong tho, i did enjoy it.

even during the darkest times, i find comfort in you.