slow day. it felt like i was under house arrest. when i got up, my parents weren't home. then they came back, told me they couldn't drive me to vinnie's for quartet practice, refused to take me driving or to get a haircut without making a full day time commitment, and left again. i hate get dumped at home. now don't get me wrong, if i have to be home, i like being home alone best, but i wish i wasn't stuck here so often. i want to be able to go places, whether it's to get coffee, go to the library, or go out with my friends. i should be able to leave the house. but noooooo. the only way i can go anywhere is if someone picks me up or i walk. it sucks.

i started writing this post hours ago, so the posting time definately won't be accurate. i got caught up in loveactually. i was flipping through channels and.. it just stopped me in my tracks. i couldn't stop watching. it's a nice ending to the weekend.

i'll have a lot to post about tomorrow, so i'm going to try to compensate for it with this one. i had alto quartet practice today. twas fun. there were only 3 of us, but it's always a good time. eric couldn't go. i don't know why.

tonight i will spend working on my survey paper and having sweet dreams.
and prolly procrastinating terribly while talking to my friends.
night =)

"..without hope or agenda
just because it's christmas-
(and at christmas you are honest)
to me you are perfect
and my wasted heart will love you
until you look like this... (insert messed up picture here)"
- loveactually