i can't wait for college. i feel like everything is slowly starting to slip away from me here. it's as though everyone is beginning to grow up and move on without me, and because of that, i am very anxious to expand my horizons. my friends are great and i love spending time with them, but i really don't see anyone outside of school as much as i used to. it's not that big of a deal, i just think that we're all ready to leave, and quite frankly, starting to get sick of eachother. i doubt that anyone would ever admit this, but i can see it. i personally don't feel this way, but i think there are a few people that do. everyone's more touchy and wants to do their own thing... it's pretty obvious that we're just friends with new dreams and goals. i'm not one of those people that was accepted to the school of their dreams and wants to go there more than anything. i never found a school that i was all that interested in. no college holds the key to my heart. i just like the atmosphere and the idea of meeting new people and trying new things.

this will be the first time in a while that i post an incomplete entry, but time is catching up with me, and i have a pep band game to prepare for. let's see if i can find a new way to make a fool of myself..

maybe i'll just fall in love
that could solve it all
philosophers say that that's enough
there surely must be more