i want you to want me
i need you to need me
i'd love you to love me..

finals finals finals. i'm nowhere near as concerned about them as i should be. i studied a little.. there's just something inside me screaming out "procrastinate!" finals this year just don't have much of an affect on me. at least not until right before taking the test. oh well. i tried.
well. sort of.

i only had one final today (the last one), but i came to school first period today to practice with my alto quartet. picked up jess and vinnie, and battled the immense about of traffic that appeared this morning due to the snow/ice/slush. let me tell you, waking up and going to school early even though i didn't have to there until after 10 was wellllll worth it. practice today was amazing. eric didn't come, so me, vinnie, and eamonn did what we could with our music and discovered the COOLEST thing about the second movement in our piece. it's one of those things that only bandos would understand and complete music losers would appreciate. if you're curious you can ask me. i'd be happy to share.

after we were done practicing, the three of us snuck ourselves off campus (out the band entrance) and went to McDonalds for some breakfast. then i got to spend an hour and a half lounging in the band room. some of the highlights would be listening to pat play piano, putting a turnabout 'parking ticket' from jess on dg's car, singing songs from moulin rouge with pat, studying stats- or lack there of, and just acting like my normal, unusual, chatty self. ahhh, wonderful romance.
stats final: eh.
that about covers the description.
we'll see what happens.

jazz band today was fun, as always. i like this year's set. i can't wait till this saturday. jazz fests are always so funnnn. yay =)

the rest of the day looks as though it will be incredibly boring. complete with doing chores, sitting around, and getting yelled at. woot!

"all women really want is to feel appreciated."
ain't it the truth, ain't it the truth.

speaking of the "L" word...
turnabout is coming up fast.
see, i have this friend. i know her fairly well. we talk sometimes. for our purposes here today, in order to keep her true identity a secret, we'll call her.... bird.
well, bird needs to find herself a date to the dance. she'd prolly be willing to go stag, but i have a feeling that she'd feel awfully lonely during the slow dances, even though there aren't many of them.
she doesn't have all that much to offer. she's kinda annoying, not very pretty, and i don't think there's much about her that makes her seem very special, but i know that she would do her best to make sure that her date has a good time. if you have any suggestions, advice, or know of someone that might be interested in going with m... my friend, let me know.
thanks kids! there's still pleanty of time to make a decision, but it never hurts to plan ahead.
right, bird?
i'm sure she'd agree.

yesterday, jess and i went to jen's house to try on eachother's dresses. it was very fun. we're all quite excited, and we're all indecisive. which dress to wear? new or borrowed? fancy or fun? what kind of hairstyle? what jewlery?
just wait till it gets to be time to plan out the night. where to do pictures, what to do after the dance...
i love dances.

no finals tomorrow. just jazz band. that'll be good. friday i've got to go early for an internship meeting, take my survey final, and stick around for jazz band. we've got a game that night too. coolness. it's senior night!!! ..... already. wow. time flies.

that's all for now. i think i need a snack and a nap.

it seems that no one can get my name right today. i've been called april, jen, robing, and "whatever your name is." i've also been called a couple of nicknames, but those don't count.
okay. that was random. but i'm done now.
tootles.